Sometimes don't you just want to throw in the towel? I mean seriously. Now I don't often like to publicly display my little pity parties for the simple fact that when it comes right down to it I feel I have no room to moan and groan. There are people who are really suffering, grieving, etc. and here I am- but I have to be honest I have them... and today is just one of those days when weeks of exhaustion, frustration, weakness come to a front.
So as I have stated in previous posts we are moving which in its self is stressful-but then you add the condition of the house we are moving from into the equation and it gets a little hairy. There were several things before that were major hurdles in us selling this house and the list seems to be mounting. I just want to scream. Then it seems like all of our vehicles are having issues...and it's like seriously? Someone get me a punching bag asap.
However I know in my heart that this is just a season--and there are always lessons to be learned in the valley. Whether it be adjustments in character, strengthening of trust, or just to be still in the midst of chaos. There is always room to grow and learn.
So I will keep pressing on, keep fighting my minute by minute battles knowing that sometimes I will win and sometimes I will loose. I just have to keep focusing on what is most important and that's the big picture, particularly the one that God has for my family and I...and we will get there together, crappy houses, broken cars, frustrating chaotic moments and all.

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