Preface

In light of the events in my life the past couple months... I've been trying to figure out what my purpose is in all it and what I'm supposed to do.  I've done some praying and I felt that this blog was the answer.  I don't consider myself a “blogger” in the least.  I read and enjoy those of others but have often dismissed the thought of starting one myself.  I'm not quite the open book that I used to be, I guess that  life does that to you sometimes.  But in this case I felt that I was supposed to share this time in my life with whomever would happen upon this little corner of cyber-space.   

So you are probably wondering what the heck this is all about.  Don't worry I will get to that... but there are some details you need to know first.   I am one of the many women who have suffered the loss of children through miscarriage.  In my case I've suffered a couple, one nearly cost me my life.  So any pregnancy that I may have is always wrought with fear, concern, worries, and tears.   God has blessed me with a son, and he also gave me a wonderful pregnancy with him, but unfortunately not all of my pregnancies have turned out that way.     Suffering from loss before and after my son was born, I find myself pregnant again.  While I consider this a huge blessing, I still deal with the same doubts and fears that my experiences in the past have taught me-however this time is different and that is what the blog is all about.  Through this blog I'm going to share with you all the things that God has been doing in my life for over a year, in preparation of this season in my life.  Sometimes I was mad, hurt and frustrated.  Other times I just couldn't believe the amazing things that God had shown me, and prayers He blatantly answered.  I want to show you through my experiences how it doesn't matter if you are on the highest mountain top, or the deepest valley of life, that there is no place that God's love can ever escape you.  I hope that you join me on this journey, and that God will bless you for it.